I was sad. This thing had my two stickers on the back from Yellowstone and a Rainier. It had seated us comfortably and gotten us where we needed to go, but the safety ratings are crap and without having proper traction and AWD it makes it a bit scary. Especially since the engine was start to slightly heave when I drove.
We started looking at a couple of options. Yesterday morning when I woke I was so overwhelmed with the thought that I just prayed to God in between my morning rush asking for guidance and clarity. I don’t want to steer us wrong. We are self employed so I don’t know our future with finances 100% because we solely rely on God for clients.
Once the bus stop pick ups for the kids came I was down at the stop when our neighbor noticed two big piles of thrown out mail in the street. It was clearly a theft. As I bent down to pick up one pile there on the back was a catalog for a car company I had been thinking about with the backside up of a photo with a car I had researched. Then another pile was a flyer similar.
I expressed to my friend the weirdness. Is that a sign as all alone one of the cars drove by mid sentence and then another of the other style I had researched drove past us too.
Needless to say we ended up finding one and saying goodbye to our old one. I woke sick with worry and started scheming in my mind what to do financially if things so soft. Get ahead of it now. I sit down to pray and open the Jesus is calling and it’s right to me. Unless I feel total victory I feel defeated. When I pit myself against a difficulty I tense up and prepare for battle. I am to take my “concern” to God so He can shed light on it.